im thinking we should have a new header and layout due to the photobucket fail (plus the "icons of the week" havent been updated for months)
thoughts?
ps. im not a mod lol

本当にやりました～（＾＾）－ｖ
今日、つまらなくなったので、美容院へ行って、前髪を切りました★
どうですか？

I don't know how I feel about them yet. I kind of like them but I kind of don't like them at the same time. I'm still getting used to them. Luckily, if I decide I don't want to keep this style, I have a month to grow it out before I meet my S.O.  I wonder if he'd like them! I want to show him the next time we web-chat but I want to surprise him too. Grr... It's like I said last time, I can't make up my mind about anything this week.

So! Word travels fast. フェリス女学院 found out that I'll be back in Japan and they've requested that I do a small presentation for the new international students. Of course, according to this school, a small presentation still involves cameras, microphones and power-points, and the gathering of important members of staff and the community.

Of course I said yes. I'm going to teach myself how to say 'No' one of these days. I swear I will.
But not just yet because the people at Kaigai mentioned the possibility of me graduating from there with a scholarship and I want to see what that's all about....

I knew that I had made a strong impression at the university, but I didn't think it was one worth the attention they give me.

I might post-pone my going back to school until April. I've been thinking hard about it but if I work all the way until April, I can eliminate more than half my debt and still have enough to pay tuition out of pocket (Without even considering financial aid!). I really want to go back to studying but if I could eliminate some of this debt...

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A lot of the girls at work were telling me to cut my hair like my wig. They said I looked more adult and more serious with shorter hair.For a while, I was considering listening to them, but then I decided that I wouldn't. I like myself better with long dark hair and I would rather be seen as 'cute' instead of 'serious' any day...

Most likely, I'll just get bangs. I'll probably still take the wig with me to Japan though so I can scare the hell out of Takeshi...



Aside from watching おひとりさま, I also started re-watching 愛してると言ってくれ. This drama is one of the most important dramas to me. It's about a woman who aspires to be an actress and a deaf painter. The main female learns sign language in order to communicate with the man she's fallen for. She struggles with it alot--much like I struggle to learn Japanese for Takeshi. This drama is also the reason I have a thing for older men who aren't feminine like a lot of the new generation Japanese guys.

Honestly, I can't understand how alot of girls can be so obsessed with these Japanese guys that wear more make up and spend more time on clothes than the average girl? Don't these girls understand that most of these guys are too full of themselves to date anyway? I chose to date Takeshi instead of dating one of my more 'ikemen' friends and I get alot of hell about that from some of my friends in Japan. But honestly--even if it isn't fair-- I don't trust that type of guy to date.



I've been feeling really insecure these days. I better fix this soon before I finish that 3.5 pound bag of candy downstairs. It doesn't have to do with my looks really...even though I do have issues with that. I just don't seem confident in any of the decisions I make recently. It takes me forever to make up my mind about the smallest things.

And finally! The new dance I'm learning~

Some more psds.



Comment to this post with the number of the psd file(s) you want and I'll reply back with the link(s).

I lost my photoshop when I converted to my MacBook Pro, but I've got it back as a trial run! So i'm looking for some requests. 

UNLIMITED REQUESTS.
- ANYONE YOU WANT. JUST MAKE SURE THEY'RE IN HQ, OR AT LEAST SLIGHTLY HQ
- IF YOU SAVE A SPOT MAKE SURE YOU FILL IN 24 HRS.
- I MIGHT USE ALL OF YOUR REQUESTS I MIGHT NOT. IF YOU HAVE A SPECIFIC PICTURE YOU WANT USED JUST INDICATE.